Well, it's been a couple of weeks again! I'm here in front of the computer regularly, but when I start to think about blogging, I guess my brain kind of freezes. It's not that nothing interesting happens to us, it's not that I'm unmotivated to write. I HAVE, however intended for this blog to be a bit of a purging process for me at times, and I think I stray away from that purging process. For instance...we are a little off track on our weight loss mission...for a number of reasons! We headed out of town this past weekend for a family wedding and splurged! I had that monthly womanly visit.....yup, you guessed it! I caved to my cravings! We haven't been on the scale in nearly 2 weeks now. I'm more than a little nervous! I was totally thrilled by the progress I'd been seeing and got a tad frustrated with a week of maintaining, and then the next week was when we got a little 'off'. So, I've got a couple more days to hopefully make or break my weigh in on Friday!
Spiritually, I'm a lil off track there too! I've been doing the read thru the Bible in a year thing with the church. I was just about totally caught up from starting late, and then last week hit and I had a million and one things to do to get ready for the weekend trip. Now I'm all sorts of behind again! I was really getting into it too, finding lots of relevance in my currant life in the portions I was reading....and it's not like I can't pick up my Bible and start again! I totally can! I guess i just dread the catch up process because I know how long it took me to catch up in the first place! WOW I sound lazy!
We're behind in school things, I'm behind in work things....I'm a master procrastinator!!! Ergo, I've avoided being honest too! So....here I sit, confessing....and I intended to (after a decent nights sleep) to turn my motivator back on tomorrow! I have a LIST of things that I wanted to reignite this year, and I need to get back on track! February is almost over, so it's not like I can't get back up to speed! I'm STILL determined to get out of the plus sizes by the time our 10th anniversary rolls around, I'm STILL determined to get caught up and through the Bible this year, I'm STILL determined to follow a budget again, caught up on school, and on a more organized schedule at home....which is going to take a major overhaul on ALL our parts!
There you have it! Me being a tad transparent to all of my 3 readers to see! Say a lil prayer for me! I'm gonna need it!
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